Many years from now .......

Many years from now I hope the world be better place to live in and I want them to know that I have contributed in making this world a better place to live in. I want her (the one that away) to know that I accomplished what I wished but my heart still beats the same rhythm. I want them to be proud of their son. I want her to tell all her friends what her brother is doing; I want my friends to still be the same way they used to be when we get together (with a little smile) paying for my bills, I want my professors to remain sarcastic and brilliant and what they teach and I want them all to remember me as I was. I don’t want the kid in me to die who was there cheering me up in the grimmest of times, I wish I am still finding happiness in the smallest of the things, I want my heart to be stronger and I believe I am fine with the mind and if my soul has left my body then I want the wind to take it to places my body could never go. I want each and every person I have met, befriended and loved to be happy and remember me.

MY UTOPIA

This is a story of a average boy from an average family who lived an above average childhood because he had  love of two people who had given there everything to make this child realize that even if he is lost in wild dark forest and there is nothing of which he can be sure of, there will always be one thing with him and that was there blessing. from childhood this boy was being told that he has to do something extraordinary something which would elevate the name of his forefathers and his mamma and papa that he has to rise to heights of glory and success. There were instances when this boy deviated from his path and couldn't keep up with his parents expectations and their believes, but he had some beautiful gems in his crown - a great little sister (hard to distinguish now whose the younger) great friends and his "bachpana", sands of time are still struggling to take the last one though it has achieved a little success but i plan to keep fighting for it. with the love and blessings of his parents he reached a strange land with strange place which people also know as COLLEGE, always sounded scary as hell but to this boy this place was a place where he would know that what are parents and friends and how valuable they are, though he might not be able to learn anything significant out of his college but yes he has learnt a lot from the college-life. Unlike every boy else he joined the college not because he had a craving to learn the subject but because he had a craving to learn at someplace with "izzat", this word is bound to make this guy do things in future too. He had a first taste of "many things" while he was in college and not all of them were lasting, but things which will last are of-course his many friends and memories of this life. the guy knows how much sacrifice has been made on behalf of his beloved ones to keep things easy for him and he has been trying his best to remain truthful to his soul if not anything more. While quite often he thinks and thanks his parents for what they have done there have been times when he has not been truthful to them and for it he may regret forever but from time and time again he has told his loving parents that though he may not be able to do what they want him to do but they will be proud of him one day, whether that day be his last one.